I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
it is literally how i feel socially most of the time... i cannot stop listening to it
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2016 7:49 pm
by Arashi
RavenSong wrote:it is literally how i feel socially most of the time... i cannot stop listening to it
Haha, same here!
Story of my life in a nutshell xD
"I would rather be at home all by myself not in this room
With people who don't even care about my well-being
I don't dance, don't ask, I don't need a boyfriend
So you can go back, please enjoy your party
I'll be here, somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana
With this boy who's hollering I can hardly hear
Over this music I don't listen to and I don't wanna get with you
So tell my friends that I'll be over here
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2016 7:57 pm
by Raven Song
The line that sold me is "So tell my people when they're ready that I'm ready
And I'm standing by the TV with my beanie low
Yo I'll be over here"
Because that's pretty much what I've become
never used to be... but this song speaks to the changed me
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2016 8:20 pm
by Arashi
I know exactly what you mean!
I am crap at socializing (and shy) and normally when I go to parties or any place where there are many people, I escape to the nearest corner and only bother talking to people who walk over to speak to me xD
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2016 8:25 pm
by Raven Song
I used to be great... but London changed me
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2016 4:32 pm
by Asbjorn-phoenix
Arashi wrote:I am crap at socializing (and shy) and normally when I go to parties or any place where there are many people, I escape to the nearest corner and only bother talking to people who walk over to speak to me xD
Not all the times I've seen or met you at Victors...
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2016 5:02 pm
by Sev
I've got my mind stuck on an intro, and I don't even know what song it is.
I suspect that is by Amon Amarth, though.
Re: Got your mind stuck on a song?
Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2016 11:12 am
by Arashi
Asbjorn-phoenix wrote:
Arashi wrote:I am crap at socializing (and shy) and normally when I go to parties or any place where there are many people, I escape to the nearest corner and only bother talking to people who walk over to speak to me xD
Not all the times I've seen or met you at Victors...
I can explain why! I am a very sensitive person (with almost no self-confidence) and I have an extreme fear of people telling me that I am boring or lame and I should not speak to them. I am good at reading people, so I can tell if I am being a nuisance and they are not interested in what I have to say. It also depends if it is in an environment that I feel comfortable and safe in. For example, I won't ever go to a club alone if I am not with at least a friend who I feel safe with and who I can stick to like glue (which is why Splicer had to drag me to Victor's house the first time, because I didn't want to go)
If I am surrounded by people I feel comfortable with and trust, I tend to be more talkative but most of the times, I won't randomly walk up to someone and start talking to them (if I don't know them well enough) For me It is a trust thing, so If I build a friendship with someone and I know that I can discuss things like games, anime, furry books or movies with them, and they will be interested, I will always try and speak to them.