Authority and it's fault in life
Posted: Sat Nov 16, 2019 3:50 pm
So... sigh. Here's the thing.
I am one of the most respectful people on the planet. I understand that people in positions of authority need to be respected, and there are ways to talk to them etc. But... authority takes the mick. Authority often doesn't deserve the respect it demands.
My old boss was a very horrible Dutch man who treated his employees like dirt. while he mostly got away with that in South Africa, when he moved to the UK he continued to try that out and yet... it doesn't fly. I left that country not to be treated like shit. So when he came storming into the barn day and day out making us all feel like shit... well one day I snapped. And thats what I do. I bottle it up until I can't keep quiet any more. So I snapped. I shouted at him and told him everything I felt he was doing wrong. And it wasn't pretty. Some people would say I was lucky to keep my job after that... and yeah maybe I shouldn't have shouted... but you couldn't have a conversation with the man.
My new male boss has a tendency to be the same. He doesn't come in and shout at us all but he mansplains, and he moans. and this isn't right and this isn't good enough and this is shit and blah blah blah. So when I have done a full week of 3 peoples jobs by myself whilst still being a good receptionist and cleaning the yard and and and… and what do I get... told off this morning because the office is a bit of a mess. So.. instead of shouting at him, I bottled it up... until he came and asked something and I snapped a pen. I just... couldn't. I'm tired. I've been working at home to try keep up with the work load every night for the last week. I don't have the energy to be nice any more. And I know he's my boss... but what does he do to deserve that title? He spends money on Lamborghinis that should be going to fixing the property. We earn literally basic wage, and he's running around buying the new iPhone like it's a £5 toy at a corner café.
So I snapped. I get the flack from the clients and the girls. I get the stress and he always says he's going to help but he never actually does.
Now he refuses to come talk to me so I can apologise because I do owe him an apology even if I don't want to apologise.
At what point does authority no longer deserve that respect. This isn't a rant per se, though I have ranted. At what point does the person in a position of authority get held accountable for it. Why is it such a societal norm for people in high positions to get away with treating people "beneath" them so poorly. We are the ones doing the work. We are the ones earning them the money. So why am I the one suffering?
I am one of the most respectful people on the planet. I understand that people in positions of authority need to be respected, and there are ways to talk to them etc. But... authority takes the mick. Authority often doesn't deserve the respect it demands.
My old boss was a very horrible Dutch man who treated his employees like dirt. while he mostly got away with that in South Africa, when he moved to the UK he continued to try that out and yet... it doesn't fly. I left that country not to be treated like shit. So when he came storming into the barn day and day out making us all feel like shit... well one day I snapped. And thats what I do. I bottle it up until I can't keep quiet any more. So I snapped. I shouted at him and told him everything I felt he was doing wrong. And it wasn't pretty. Some people would say I was lucky to keep my job after that... and yeah maybe I shouldn't have shouted... but you couldn't have a conversation with the man.
My new male boss has a tendency to be the same. He doesn't come in and shout at us all but he mansplains, and he moans. and this isn't right and this isn't good enough and this is shit and blah blah blah. So when I have done a full week of 3 peoples jobs by myself whilst still being a good receptionist and cleaning the yard and and and… and what do I get... told off this morning because the office is a bit of a mess. So.. instead of shouting at him, I bottled it up... until he came and asked something and I snapped a pen. I just... couldn't. I'm tired. I've been working at home to try keep up with the work load every night for the last week. I don't have the energy to be nice any more. And I know he's my boss... but what does he do to deserve that title? He spends money on Lamborghinis that should be going to fixing the property. We earn literally basic wage, and he's running around buying the new iPhone like it's a £5 toy at a corner café.
So I snapped. I get the flack from the clients and the girls. I get the stress and he always says he's going to help but he never actually does.
Now he refuses to come talk to me so I can apologise because I do owe him an apology even if I don't want to apologise.
At what point does authority no longer deserve that respect. This isn't a rant per se, though I have ranted. At what point does the person in a position of authority get held accountable for it. Why is it such a societal norm for people in high positions to get away with treating people "beneath" them so poorly. We are the ones doing the work. We are the ones earning them the money. So why am I the one suffering?