Sweetbitter Memories
So often I think back
to what now fills my black
heart...
I think back of the time
when love was still sublime
it's hard...
I see you standing there
I see the way you stare
at me...
Yet never realized
why you were so surprised
now I see...
No matter what I said
you smiled and laughed and fled
and now that you're away
I wish I cry I pray
My heart is aching more
when I think of before
for all the signs that I
could not see, now I try
To tell you how I feel
to tell you that it's real
that I do love you too
but where are you...
I wish for your embrace
and then I see your face
so sad...
and tears just start to fall
I should have known it all
my bad...
If you could only hear
my words are so sincere
I shout it out so loud
up to that lonely cloud
I LOVE YOU
But now you've left me here
it's hard to still see clear
as blood drips to the floor
and silently I roar
"Not long now, my dear love
soon I will be above
united we will be
for all eternity"
And as this body died
and my last tears I cried
I only thought of you
and one last time I mew
Forgive me...