Helios_phi wrote:Hello Rikkun.
*Pokes your ribs* "Hey this one isn't That shy.... now I feel lied to"
Welcome to Zafur. Hope you enjoy it here.
Don't worry about having a wierd childhood.
I remember mine quite fondly
Even the hard times. Sometime you have to ask the tough questions like. "Daddy, are you sure the whole thing can fit?"
*blushes lightly with a small smile* Well not that I lied just already had a buddy who is really great who broke much of the shyness away giving me reassurance I can find people here who I can open up to and trust
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I am on long term treatment for depression myself. The meds really helped me to get where I am at today, at a level where I am fully sensitive and open to other people. There are certain places I have been going until recently, which haven't been good for me, and have undone a lot of the progress I made, but as per my weekend rant I am breaking the habit for good although I still remain active on Disqus because I am not going to let some journo propagate his agenda and lies to the netizens.
I am in the process of gathering my thoughts to do a proper piece in the appropriate spot to help everyone, but I want you all to remember this: depression is the result of bad life experience most often, and this is a very common problem we face in a country that has a very hostile attitude to intellectually gifted people such as furries. Also, note that, therapists are far more open, and actively encourage one's furry. Well mine did at the very least. She herself was into some pretty interesting stuff
Leeward wrote:I believe we pride ourselves in being an open-minded, tolerant, accepting, supportive, and all-around very loving community. No amount of brokenness will make us turn someone away, as long as they at the very least try. You've already stepped out of your shell, introduced yourself and shared a traumatic childhood experience, and you haven't even been here (in terms of actively posting) for 24h yet. I would say that's rather impressive.
I... Well I decide to try my best and share as much as I can... And everyone here so far is supportive and it brings me comfort... So I guess I'll ask a admin to change my name from "shy unknown fluffy" to "Rikkun Kitsu SoftPaws" for who I am... I need a change in my life and I believe this is a start
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
I am on long term treatment for depression myself. The meds really helped me to get where I am at today, at a level where I am fully sensitive and open to other people. There are certain places I have been going until recently, which haven't been good for me, and have undone a lot of the progress I made, but as per my weekend rant I am breaking the habit for good although I still remain active on Disqus because I am not going to let some journo propagate his agenda and lies to the netizens.
I am in the process of gathering my thoughts to do a proper piece in the appropriate spot to help everyone, but I want you all to remember this: depression is the result of bad life experience most often, and this is a very common problem we face in a country that has a very hostile attitude to intellectually gifted people such as furries. Also, note that, therapists are far more open, and actively encourage one's furry. Well mine did at the very least. She herself was into some pretty interesting stuff
I was on my meds... I made a decision most unwise and got off of my meds this year... I have been on antidepressants since 2007 with little to no progress because of my drug resistance levels... But therapy really helps its been helping a whole lot after all that has happened in my life in grateful to have gotten chronic depression instead of diabetics which is also caused by a very bad life experience
Helios_phi wrote:
Shy unknown Fluffy wrote:open up and trust me
.... this is starting to sound like my first date.
Well I have decided to open up more... It helps with the depression too, what a interesting first date that must have been. lol
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Sonic2k wrote:Well, welcome, and thanks for letting us know your real name.
You'll see, its all downhill from here
Well my fursona's name*smiles lightly*
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Sonic2k wrote:
Good to hear.
I look forward to seeing your avatar when your nick is changed.
Well I'll have to get my avatar then although it'll change at some time when I'm finally satisfied with my art recovery progress and make my avatar
Leeward wrote:Same thing as far as we're concerned.
Well true I guess cuz well I think of my 'sona as myself we're one in the same
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-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
Leeward threatened me and another fur when I joined saying "if I don't have an avatar picture soon, I'll be forced to pillow fight with another fur while balancing on a beam above the crocodiles..."
For the most part, it is pointless to be sad in life.
Because sad spelt backwards is das
And das not good
Tocs wrote:Leeward threatened me and another fur when I joined saying "if I don't have an avatar picture soon, I'll be forced to pillow fight with another fur while balancing on a beam above the crocodiles..."
Well now that's threatening although if that's to be the case I'm very good at hide and seek *giggles* but I'll get a avatar up sometime
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
Leeward wrote:Linea and Tocs, I notice that neither of you have avatars yet. According to the forum rules, this is punishable by forcing you to a pillow fight on a tightrope above a mud pit that may or may not contain crocodiles.
Oh wait, yes I did. But in my defence, I did help you make yours, Tocs.
Leeward wrote:Linea and Tocs, I notice that neither of you have avatars yet. According to the forum rules, this is punishable by forcing you to a pillow fight on a tightrope above a mud pit that may or may not contain crocodiles.
Oh wait, yes I did. But in my defence, I did help you make yours, Tocs.
I really have no idea for any avatar... None what so ever but fighting over a tight rope seems fun enough for me... But seriously seriously I have no clue of an avatar
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
*curls around under my blanket, peaking my muzzle out of the blanket, gazing at the fluffy fox, smiling* Naww... welcome fwuffy!! *hops out of my blanket and pounces to the new fluff, licking his cheek* I'm Nicci hehe :3
LaShadow wrote:*curls around under my blanket, peaking my muzzle out of the blanket, gazing at the fluffy fox, smiling* Naww... welcome fwuffy!! *hops out of my blanket and pounces to the new fluff, licking his cheek* I'm Nicci hehe :3
*blushes deep crimson* H-Hello N-Nicci.. I uh... I'm Rikkun.
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
LaShadow wrote:*curls around under my blanket, peaking my muzzle out of the blanket, gazing at the fluffy fox, smiling* Naww... welcome fwuffy!! *hops out of my blanket and pounces to the new fluff, licking his cheek* I'm Nicci hehe :3
*blushes deep crimson* H-Hello N-Nicci.. I uh... I'm Rikkun.
Naww heh... nice to meet you shy fwuffy *giggles, hugging you tight as I give your cheek another lick, smiling*
LaShadow wrote:*curls around under my blanket, peaking my muzzle out of the blanket, gazing at the fluffy fox, smiling* Naww... welcome fwuffy!! *hops out of my blanket and pounces to the new fluff, licking his cheek* I'm Nicci hehe :3
*blushes deep crimson* H-Hello N-Nicci.. I uh... I'm Rikkun.
Naww heh... nice to meet you shy fwuffy *giggles, hugging you tight as I give your cheek another lick, smiling*
*blushes more intensely with a slight smile* ... N-nice to meet you too
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
LaShadow wrote:*curls around under my blanket, peaking my muzzle out of the blanket, gazing at the fluffy fox, smiling* Naww... welcome fwuffy!! *hops out of my blanket and pounces to the new fluff, licking his cheek* I'm Nicci hehe :3
*blushes deep crimson* H-Hello N-Nicci.. I uh... I'm Rikkun.
Naww heh... nice to meet you shy fwuffy *giggles, hugging you tight as I give your cheek another lick, smiling*
*blushes more intensely with a slight smile* ... N-nice to meet you too
Nawww... you don't have to be so shy fwuffy hehe...*giggles, smiling*
LaShadow wrote:
Nawww... you don't have to be so shy fwuffy hehe...*giggles, smiling*
I-I'll try my best to not be so shy
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
*blue hedgehog sniffs at you*
No need to be so shy, we don't bite here at all. In any case, if anyone tries anything, the homing attack is my first line of defense to protect y'all
Sonic2k wrote:*blue hedgehog sniffs at you*
No need to be so shy, we don't bite here at all. In any case, if anyone tries anything, the homing attack is my first line of defense to protect y'all
*smiles lightly* Well I don't bite either that's not what these sharp canines were meant for.
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
Well I don't bite but... I might nibble *Smiles while lightly blushing*
-------------------------------------------- The secret to all ART is in the layeringat which it's done, it works the same with a Lovingrelationship -------------------------------------------- STAY FLUFFY AND WAG THOSE TAILS
~Wags my tail freely~ --------------------------------------------
