Some of my own secret writing

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Some of my own secret writing

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This is part of a 10000 word essay I wrote in an attempt to do some personal reflection upon my life, I am not going to post the full essay here since there are allot of personal stuff in and it is really meant to be private but I will share something that I think is awesome from my writing. So here goes:

''I am a furry! I LOVE anthropomorphic art, I want to get a fursuit of my fursona (Yes I have an anthropomorphic persona). I want art of my fursona. I want anything to do with furries as it is one of my biggest interests and yet people shun me for my interest in the furry world. It seems that according to the socially acceptable standards set by some board consisting of nosy parent’s, furry haters, religious quacks and people with nothing better to do than shun other’s interest, I am not a normal human being, my sexuality should be questioned and I shouldn’t show my interest in any way.
What makes my furry interest different from my interest in VW’s, my friends all know that I am a VW crazed freak and that I want everything to do with VW’s, I have art pieces hanging in my room of VW’s, I have my own VW’s and two scarce ones at that. I know the insides and outsides of a VW Type 1 or Type 2 off by heart. Yet loving VW’s doesn’t make people question or shun you.


What makes my Furry obsession different from my VW obsession? I have art of both, I openly express my appreciation of both, both bring me the same amount of happiness. What makes my physical car different from my fursona really? My car is made to look how I like it based on already existent form and so is my fursona, what makes my fursuit different from my car?
Yes there is pornography of furries tons and tons, but there is about VW’s aswell and in some cases even worse than furry porn. We live in the 21st century and one of the most known rules of the internet is rule 34(If it exists there is porn of it).
Oh and don’t get me wrong, some people truly believe they are a fox or wolf or whatever I am just a human playing pretend to escape from my everyday problems, is that really so bad?
This uhm piece I wrote was just to reflect upon myself and to get my emotions in writing, I have allot of bottled up emotions from people not really understanding me.
Lastly I want to say I am proud of who I am, I am proud of my sexuality(Straight), I am proud of my furriness, I am proud of my VW obsession, I am proud of my studies for I am Ryno Lombaard aka YoteFox the crazy VW loving, accounting studying, Vulpine Anthropomorphic, art loving everything but normal and ordinary Furry Being
Ryno “YoteFox” Lombaard.''

I didn't specifically write this for the forums so excuse the brief explanation here and there.
I feel this piece put into my obsession of the fandom into good perspective. When I get emotional I feel that writing essays upon personal life reflection is the best way to get the emotions on writing and sometimes I surprize myself with what I write.

Tell me if you agree with my statement above or if you don't agree, also please describe why you say what you did.
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You're studying accounting???

you sicken me... :P
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Ravensong wrote:You're studying accounting???

you sicken me... :P
I have bad news for you in that case, I am studying the highest possible qualification in accounting XD Chartered Accountant! ;)
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YoteFox wrote:
Ravensong wrote:You're studying accounting???

you sicken me... :P
I have bad news for you in that case, I am studying the highest possible qualification in accounting XD Chartered Accountant! ;)
It's fun to charter an accountant. And sail the wide accountansea.

It's a worthwhile question though.
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Rakuen Growlithe wrote:
YoteFox wrote:
Ravensong wrote:You're studying accounting???

you sicken me... :P
I have bad news for you in that case, I am studying the highest possible qualification in accounting XD Chartered Accountant! ;)
It's fun to charter an accountant. And sail the wide accountansea.

It's a worthwhile question though.
Lol the accountansea can be rough and unforgiving sometimes XD

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I repeat... you sickens me :P
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I think we're quite alike, Yote.
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I wrote something similar this year.
Mine is question based.

It does not have a furry component to it though. (I can't imagine where I would put it)
I do however feel I want to share it with someone because I want someone to understand.
I have no clue who to trust with it though.

If you are done with your studies I think you should go to Wallrich or Lloyd Viljoen accountants.
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dont u trust us :(
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I used to work with accountants.
You have too much creativity in order to fit in.
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Ravensong wrote:dont u trust us :(
I wish I could get to know you better so I can tell you exactly what I feel and think.
I am weary of furries.

I did that in the past and got replies that I did not want. (obviously when I was angry)
Its attention seeking that backfires on me.

Its weird:
I want to tell people but I don't want people to know.
I hate that feeling.
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I hate feeling like my brain and body arent connected...

that happens to me a lot...
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Leeward wrote:I think we're quite alike, Yote.
How so? PM me if you'd like to.
Nanite Dragon wrote:I used to work with accountants.
You have too much creativity in order to fit in.
I have never fitted in anywhere before lol. I have been told many times before that I can't do what it is that I persue to do and everytime I prove the "opposers" wrong, I am not saying you are opposing me I'm just stating that I am not afraid ^.^. Thank you for pointing out my creativity, I keep denying it to everyone though lol.

Splicer-Fox wrote:If you are done with your studies I think you should go to Wallrich or Lloyd Viljoen accountants.
Thanks I will be looking into companies like these soon, I want to try and get an internship for when I do my articles.
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